To progress is a mistake.
This is a journey that should not be taken. There is nothing here but a mystery with no answer. Most likely, you will fail in your search, but you will return again and again, summoned by the song of wanting and you won’t understand why.
Perhaps, if you endeavour, you will find what you are looking for, and that will be even greater a curse, for you will know nothing but the infeasible desire to experience it again and the urge to spread this parasitical need to others. You will be a curse to humanity.